i never had that off people everyone hates me

I think it is human nature to constantly be judging ourselves...sometimes when you can't see it in yourself, it's hard to believe others can

It has to do with people self esteem, some think that they're not good enough to be with certain people. Making them self feel sad and lonely..

It's just too hard to believe. *I* don't even like me.

That very much depends upon how you view yourself.
You don't have to be conceited to have a clue as to how much you are worth. I know I'm great - I know other people may or may not agree. And I with them.
I don't find it hard to accept that someone likes me - just as I don't find it hard to like other people.

Viktória has two children. The oldest, Flóra, is ten years old. She is a bit obese and lacks self-confidence. Viktória always tells her how pretty and clever she is to help her gain back her confidence. She told it to me, and I can't get it out of my head. After this how could I not question her intentions when she says she has never had a student like me? How do I know if she really means it? How do I know why you say I'm special? How do I know why Jellz says that she enjoys my mind? Maybe you all say such things because you just want to make me feel better. It is the worst doubt.

Because we have people that we look up to .